She's dating him! all that drama for nothin? YES!

OMG! heelloooo everyone!
i have not posted in a while...SO here i go!

i want to talk about "sluts" and why people date a different person a week. And also cheating and cheaters...is it ever ok? answer: no. "BUT what if your drunk kim??" the answer is STILL NO! why? your hurting people by your actions. So let me make this clear for you CHEATER! or CHEATERET!! Yes you see, you and the person you cheat with are both at fault. Well sometimes. Let me give you an example.

Ex1) Say your dating long distance. They live in WI (wisconsin aka cheese head state) and you live in Florida! Now lets say a few of your friends think that is crazy. And this guy/girl keeps flirting with you. And you tell them you have a specail someone. But guess what? When they find out where they are. They dont care...Yes thats right THEY KNOW you have someone and yet they still push and push and pushhhhhhhhh still you kiss them or something. Then when you DO! some people dont tell their partner. "HA they live so far away how can they ever find out??" But guilt is a bitch. SO you do say that you cheated. And when they find out you get dumbed. Or they dont trust you and they give you one more chance.

The point of this is. If you know someone has a bf/gf DO NOT get involed. DO NOT tell them "Oh but there soo far away" or "They will never know" Cuz trust me THEY DO!

Ex2) Your dating two people at once. Why? Cuz your a greedy son of a BEEP! I mean if one person is NOT enough for you then do NOT make a serious relationship! Just have hook ups. Its not much of a solution, but dont hurt two people b/c you can not CHOOSE between them. "But i love them both!!" And your hurting them both, so you obviously dont love either of them do you? "OUCH" yeah i went there...

Now when i say Hook UP i dont mean every single DAY. People that Hook up seem to be called "whores" or "sluts" and even my personal fav "Ho"
So im going to see what the top deffintions of these words are. "where?" urban dictionary baby! here we go *goes onto the web site*

Whore:(1) A term used by people who sleep around to insult someone who doesnt; as for an act of jealousy.
(2) A woman who is paid for sexual services.

Slut: a woman with the morals of a man
(me: hahaha sooo true!)

Ho: Anyone who dehumanizes themselves by selling their soul to others. The term can be applied to either a man or a woman.

So this is what people of this world think. now in the actual dictionary!

Slut: 1.a dirty, slovenly woman.
2.an immoral or dissolute woman; prostitute.

Whore: 1.a woman who engages in promiscuous sexual intercourse, usually for money; prostitute; harlot; strumpet.

Ho: 1.(used as a call to attract attention, sometimes specially used after a word denoting a destination): Westward ho! Land ho!
2.(used as an exclamation of surprise or delight.)

Okay, so after looking at these definenitions have your out look on these words changed? i mean is that girl really a whore? is that girl really a slut??
Only i can tell you the fact. But the opoin is all up to you.

Now why am i talking about this? Simple. My friend Lets call her Kristill and her ex boyfriend (all fake names) Lyle. and her new Boyfriend Rain. Now. Kristill and Lyle went out on and off reaptivly. He cheated on her she cheated on him. Drama Drama flirtations here and there. So when Lyle FINALLY got over himself he asked Kristill out once more. Guess what happened! No he did not kill her and stuff her body in a attack somewhere in eastern europe. . .
HE asked HER out. So there they are Dating for how long? Threee days. Day two Rain moves into our school. Day three Kristill starts flirting with poor Rain. So guess where this is leading? yes Day four. Right in the morrning. Its a Tuesday...and you want to know how i know this? I was there, so yea i am speaking from my view, and what i saw...So Rain sit next to me. Kristill is across from me and lyle is on the other side of me...(like how im litterally in the middle of this) So lyle starts messing with Kristalls homework. And she and him kinda go into a little fight over it. Now he KNEW! some how he just KNEW that she was going to brake up with him. So he kept asking for a moment alone. i think he was going to dumb her before she dumbed him who knows. Anyway~ So they go off and Me and Rain are alone...Akward

So then thank goodness Braidy comes over and they start doing math homework. So i sneak off to see where Kristill went. turns out her and Lyle are holding hands talking then she pulls her hands away fast and looks angery. Yep they where deffently braking up. So i walk around the libary (yes we where in the libary in the morning) and i found a nice one : Bueaty and the Bully. very funny i think you should read it. OKay so by the time i pick out a good book. Lyle is at the table talking to Braidy Yeah...soo i go look for Kristill..Where do i find her?
With RAIN of corse!! They are walking around in the empty hallway together. First thing she does when she see's me? A HUG! and she is smiling and laughing and pritty much holding Rain's hand...Now im thinking. SLUT! (just kidding) i was more like: "hey kristill did u brake up with lyle?" OKay so 2 days Later...
She's dating Rain. Now i go to a class with lyle...and i see him every single day! and you know what he does? "She's such a Whore! YOU KNOW we only started going out a week and only hanged out once together right? and we fucked on day sick. She is a slut! i hope you see that, cuz honestly Kim, honestly she's a whore! im so glad i cheated on her-" and i hear this rant everytime i talk about kristill...even when they where going out on and off...same rant and still...i want to punch lyle in the you know where! and make him shut up. Mostly cuz Kristill is my friend and Lyle just annoys me. Plus me and Kristill used to date...

I hate to sound like the jelious ex, but it not that at all. I hate when people through things in my face you kno? So anyway...
Her and Rain dating, Lyle is bitching and me? Im sitting next to her and Rain in class everyday wishing i could knock some reason into her head. -sighs- But what can you do?

Well the point it. Do not and i mean it here. Do not date like my friend does. Do not date a new guy or girl every week. I mean date people. Lets just not be little sluts ok? I mean that for you to guys. Dating it okay, but just HAVING TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP. that dumb. Well in my opion it is. thats all for now. Later kiddies

~ iqupid Kimberley

Heart heavey and sick to my stomach

So. Today i am just writting to make my stress leave...i am emotionaly ready to exploded. But i am not sure if that is into tears or into grabbing a shot gun and going trigger happy around town singing the funny farm song. (instert song words here) But seriously you guys. I am lost and i dont know what to do any more.

And to top it all off the only person that can make me happy is. Well busy off doing things with his friends...I really hate it...When i am haning out with my friends and bored some of the time doing crazy shit to get me in trouble. (insert name of dangerious things to do here) Thats when he calls me and wants to talk and stuff. But when i need him. NOPE im alone and most of the time hurting and wanting him...And even when im happy i want him around. It sucks that i cant have him here. (moments of pause to think about what to say next)

(deep sigh) Well myself and others out there economicaly/money wise we suck. My house is owned my Saxston (very bad ppl do not trust them) And so we have this HUGE Morgidge to pay. Lots of bills and thanks to the resent flood We needed Phema. BUT OH NO we cant even have that. We dont get loans from phema why? Are credit is bad! And then there's the Divorce of my horrible step grandmother Sharen (ha! irony her name has SHARE in it but she is the most greedest bitch i ever saw!)So she wants half of his retirment money. that dumb bitch cheeted on him and left him with a whole Bunch of bills to pay and i mean lots! he lost his house and had to live with us...(groans) dam i hated that. Anyway So with him probly loosing the divorce and me maybe end up loosing my house thanks to Saxston. Unable to fix up my house thanks to Phema...THIS all led to me dropping the tears today...one tiny tinyyyy money issue was what made me say "fuck it all" (or at least think it i didnt want a detention) and walk write into the girls locker room and cry.

Here's what happened. My teacher is a big HUGE a-whole. And i had him way back in elementry school. Guy never changed. He is so sexist! and Not mention a perv as well. I cant realy prove those things. but to the medgority of the high school girls he is that. Near my school is a bowling ally and the school board allows the gym teachers to take us bowling. For 3 dollors a person this year. Last year it was 7 dollors a person (i think) And last year we were given 3 shots at go for free. If we didnt have the money. Now back then i did have the money so it never bugged me. But this year i am kinda tight with cash. YES even 3 little bitty dollors! See i hate asking my mom for money. Mostly cuz i want to save up for my vacation. MY really must needed vacation! So on Monday i went for free. And today i thought Hey its wednesday...I have gym...lets go for free again and i will pay back on Friday! =3 BUT NOOO my gym couch is a fucking a-whole! (excuse my french)

So lets do this:

me: "Hey Mr.(insert gym teachers name here aka the ass whole)
him: *looks at me not dressed up for gym* "your going bowling today?"
me: Yep...what?
him: "Did you pay for last time?"
me: "No, but cant i just go for free and pay you back on friday cuz my-"
him: "No. YOU can't do that. Students are only aloud to go for free once. Then if you payed that you can go again for free, But you have to pay that too later!"
me: "Um...can't you just make a exseption cuz my mom-"
him: "And WHY should i give YOU an exseption?!"

I couldnt help it. The way he said it made me want to slap him and cry. He did that infront of everyone...I wanted to smack him! GOD DID I WANT TO! But no. instead i walked away (well more like that run walk that looks like a walk but sercetly your running) And i hid in the girls locker room stall and was texting my friend back. (i was texting him all day. Mostly b/c he is really chill and everyone seemed to be ingoring me today so i already felt shitty) When i texted him it was like i was talking...which when i talk when i am on the verg of crying i CRY! and dam do i hate when i cry! 1) it makes me look like a 3 year old mess with my face all red and puffy
2) it hurts my throat. which i didnt need today cuz im already kinda sick and 3) it somthing that i put into my brain (Crying = Weak Pathetic Baby)So what did i do kids?Instead of taking Gym. thats RIGHT! i skipped. and you know what? It didnt help at all. Cuz then you have people looking for you and detentions being given out.

All in all i learned something today. My mom is nice and she is not worried about money. My vice princapal agrees that my teacher was being an ass. And they are going to try and set up a way for kids with worse economic status then me to have this chance to go and bowl. And to make me feel a little bit better. My mom and her freind gave me 9 dollors. =) so i will pay the gym fee of the tiny 3$ i owe.

AND THEN!!! I am going to save up the rest to be the books i wanted. =3
Thank you Vladimire Tod. Your my savor with out your vampire teenage adventures i would be sooo bored during Math class.

So i end saying TooT Ah LU

~Iqpid Kimberley

Long Distent Relationships? OMG! Are you Crazy! He's a Pedofile!

Hello Readers.

*takes and deep breath and lets it out* Okay! So. My "fiance" or rather my boyfriend: Zine.
Lives in Oregon! and Me? I live in Rhode Island...let me count the miles for you!
Over 3,0750+ miles (i searched google) now that is very far. I live on the east cost he lives on the west cost. Yeah it is very stressful. I'm so tired of explaining where he lives and getting that: is-she-out-of-her-mind look. i know its crazy, that dating someone that far away is nearly impossible. But i have been dating him for 3 years now. and i love him. <3

And again with the is-she-out-of-her-mind look. Okay readers! Let me explain. before you click the little red X. So i may never have met him in real life before. But i am No Fool. I checked on him. I looked at his friends, and even talked to some of them! I got his mother's facebook and her cell phone number. I also have the home phone. It took me only a matter of months to get these things. and he has a web cam. So i have seen his face. Yes people he is NOT a 60 year old man with a lack of sex. and a interest for young girls. On the contrary he is a 159 year old demon that has a body of a 17 year old. (that is a inside joke btw) But yeah. I hate to explain THAT little investigation to my friends and i dont talk about him much when i am talking to my shcool friends so when i say "Oh yeah my boyfriend is into that type of music too" they ask "you have a bf?" and im like " . . . YES for over THREE YEARS. . ." and then we go into that awkward moment after i explain it for the umpteenth time. The only person that i talk about "zine" with is my best friend Sammie! <3 She is that kind of bestie that sticks around with you after you almost burn the forest down and helps you stomp it out with her sneakers. And at the end of the day your both trying to get the ash and gunk off with bleach! The kind of best friend that will sneak out of the house with you in rain just to go to a friends house and shoot bee bee guns at one another. She is Sexy, Naughty and Bitchy (like the song) and Me? I'm the girl next door.

So back to Zine. i love him a lot. But like every long distant relationship we have our ups and downs. Mostly surrounded by the need to meet each other and "is he cheating?"
Now let me show you what Zine was Before we started dating.
Long Brown hair down to the middle of his back. Black eyes that seemed lifeless and dazed. He would have yellow nasty teeth. And drink alone or with his buddies all the time. and this Boy drank Whiskery! He would start fires and do dangerious shit that could get him killed. He would make himself bleed, and others bleed for personal pleasure. He would use woman for money and other things he wanted. (sexual ect.) And on top of it all he would Never go to school, but some how have amazingly good grades for someone as fucked up as him (im talking C+'s people) And one day, the day i met him. He was thinking about suicide. So there i was on Myspace (yes i met my soul mate on myspace! people think i was crazy) and he just logged into the chat. and i saw his display pic. and i thought "omg look at those eyes..." so i looked around his profile and his pictures and he was kinda "Ew" But i saw something there. i knew if he cleaned up he be HOT. So i went on to talking to him. He was busy trying to push some girl into fighting with him. Like you know "i.m. fights when your TYPING IN CAPS TO EXPRESS YOUR ANGER!" So i start going on his side and everyone else is on the girls and i think i surprised him. So we started to share emails and adding each other on myspace. I stayed up all night talking to this guy. And by the end of the night he told me how no body really ever cared about him and i said "well in that case *kisses* i love you <3" (you just said that so he wouldn't kill himself cuz you care to damn much) But as i grew to know him i grew to really love him.
And he changed so much for me. He stopped getting into fights, went to school more, stopped drinking and stopped using people, brushed his teeth (thank god) and cut his hair.

And the best of it all is after trying and trying to see him this Spring i am seeing him for the first time. Its going to be amazing. And i will tell you guys all about it later. As for now i am off watching Cartoon Network =3

~iqpid kimberley

I cant make Cell Mitosis!

Hi Peoples,

right now i am trying my hardest to make a perfect cell mitosis flip book. If you don't know what cell mitosis is WARNING: IT WILL COME UP IN BIOLOGY!! click the link here: http://www.answers.com/topic/mitosis

anyway soo while i am trying to do this i have been making video's and also i have been talking to friends (on aim) Gosh i am so bad at home work. I just hate doing it. I mean really, we learn enough on our own, why make us do work after school. There is enough stress in school already! I mean its bad enough rumors and gossip fallow you after school, but add on the homework its like school 24/7 and i hate it with a passion.


*hours later* FINALLY! i have reached my goal! um Kim, dear you still have math and child development homework... *gasp and dies*

anyway even though i have no fans. I want to promote my video's on youtube. http://www.youtube.com/user/Kinnige1of1sound?feature=mhw5#p/u
Have youtube has grown up? I mean hell they show video's on youtube on the news for gods sake! its like "WOW Mommy! i just saw a guy rapping a little boy, im putting this shit on youtube!" and BAM the predofile gets in jail. (okay soo maby its not completely like that lol but you get my point) Its all over the world and i just love youtube. I forgot all about all my other things like facebook, myspace and my aim. if only they could make youtube get a insent messaging system. *rubs chin* they could. and instead of chatrooms they have Video Chat...but thats just waiting for perverts to make their move and start taking off their clothes...*bleeb this information can not be sumited cuz your just to damn perverted* DAMN IT!

OKay anyway..
so you know how parents are, never wanting you to leave the nest? Well my mother made it loud and clear, she told me "Kim, i am tired of trying to make you grow up, form now on you can take care of yourself!" (okay soo she didnt say that) So now with my new freedom of choice, i choosen to do my homework with out her lecturing me. But i did do it rather slowly, but it was just drawing and i had nothing else to do..You COULD CLEAN your room. cuz omg, kim you look like you have a babie living with you!! im going to ingore the little voice in my head! haha!!

This is random, but speaking of babies, people in my school get pregnet soo much i mean really. you noticed how teen pregnacy has gone up as soon as the ecomony got bad! i have a thoery that the reason is, no one has money to buy condoms or go to the doctors and get them selves some birth controle cuz they have really bad heath insurence (granted i know nothing about insurence or what this or that cost but just play along oka?) So in turn teens are getting pregnet more, and like in my school, where they cant pass out protections! Teens are just getting more and more pregnet. But on the other end, Teen age sucide and murder is on the poles way up there as well. Do you think some kind of force is making teens die and others to repolute the population, cuz of all the death? OKay lets back track...

Chariho, and Westerly are two schools in rode island. When Chariho has a teenage suicide there gose Westerly making a pregnet teenager. Chariho has a lot of people, kill, be killed or do suicide in that school (maybe its the way they push work on the teens so strongly) anyway. Just last Week a girl commited suicide, and she seems fine, grades up, but it was all the drama in and out side the school on FACEBOOK that cuased her to kill herself. Now we have like 3 teen parents to be running around in westerly that i know. And its hard to think that wow. Bullying, drugs and sex are the cause of all our issues, but who's to blame?

Ask yourself this, who is really to blame for your issues in school? With your bf/gf? What is the key sorce of all your problems? And when you turn up its your parents, look deeper to make sure, i mean in the end of everything its your fault, BUT dont give up HOPE and i know that there is a reason why...just remember kids. A baby cant solve your problems and killing yourself and others Deffently doesnt solve jack!

-kim

Flirtation with Qupid

First rule on Flirting. Always keep it simple and light. It shouldn't be so hard to make a girl laugh or smile. Fast tip on how to get a girl to talk to you; ask her "would u like some gum?" its a ice breaker and if you don't know how to start a convo you can start talking about the gum. so always keep gum handy if your going to use this trick.

Boys; Most girls want a nice guy that can also be a bad boy. a Guy that is just himself. So when your flirting don't use corny pick up lines at first. They are cute and make them laugh but not the whole time.

Girls; Guys are so nervous when it comes to flirting. Sure they might not seem that way. But in the being most guys are a little anxious. So try to calm them down by not analyzing every little thing they do. Even if he makes a complete fool of himself. Just go with it.

Now for ladies picking up guys shouldn't be a problem. but its the right type of guy. when a guy starts to get nervous he goofs up a lot. Laugh and chill. So what he doesn't seem like prince charming today. But give a Guy a chance; when a guy starts to get nervous and has no idea what to say smile and think of something to talk about. If you keep a opened mind and not have such high standers then you'll find a nice guy right for you.

My favorite part about flirting is that its so much fun to see what you can flirt about. Once I flirted with someone about the Cookie Monster and Elmo. I know childish, but it had us laughing! You should always try to keep it on a ground you both know well for me it was Sesame Street. For you it could be about the stars in the sky or even bad coffee. When you get a convo moving along you don't need the help of your buddies your texting under the table to figure out what to say. Even when your flirting be yourself. And when your flirting partner is being himself you should be too. Its only natural for people to open up over something small.

So do yourself a Favor. Try to flirt with what i told you.